Title: Everybody Author: TKDGurl (Elysetkd@nc.rr.com) Rating: PG Spoilers: Everything is fair game, including season nine Disclaimer: I don't own Mac or Harm, or any other JAG character Summary: What Mac starts thinking when she hears the song "Cry Ophelia," which is also not mine by Adam Cohen. **I realize this story is not written with proper grammer, and it was designed that way because no one thinks in proper grammer. Something went wrong You are not laughing It's not so easy now to get your smile You gotta be wrong To walk these streets And keep from falling But when you're not, just let yourself cry I know where I went wrong, when I said the word never, never, is a word that should never be used. Too strong, hurts people too much. Just like I hurt you. I never meant to you know, actually take that back, at the time maybe I did. Maybe I meant to hurt yo just like you have hurt me over the years. I wanted to hurt you but I still wanted you. Just like how I have always wanted you, even when you hurt me the most. You've been working hard Just trying to pay the rent Tryin' to draw the line between who you are and who you invent But if you throw a stone Something's gonna shatter somewhere We're all so fragile We're all so scared The CIA! You left us, JAG, you left me to join the CIA, to be a spook! Don’t you know who you are anymore? Maybe you are just now finding out who you are that you really aren't the Harmon Rabb I worked with for over eight years. Who knows? Maybe you are this new man, one with no commitments and nothing to fight for. But I don’t believe it, we all get scared, and we all run, Lord knows I did, all the way to Guadualcannal, but like a bommmerang we all come home. You say you wanna learn how to live your life without tears But we've been trying to do that for thousands of years So go on and cry Ophelia It's the only thing to do sometimes You know I'm crying too Right there with you It's all right Ophelia Everybody cries Now maybe your turn to cry, and cry all you must. But don’t cry alone. You lost a great deal but you still have more, family, friends...me. "You’ll always have someone who loves you." It goes both ways. Always has. Now it is your turn to come to me, you know the reason, I’ll be waiting. Thank God for my bad memory I've forgotten some of the stupid things that I've done I've come to a little wisdom through a whole lot of failure So I watch more carefully what rolls off my tongue Forgotten, no, not forgotten. But I have forgiven myself for my mistakes, most of the any ways. The question is have you? Can you forget Paraguay? Can you forgive me? I promise not to hurt you like that again. At least not if I can help it. You pray for rain But you don't want it from a storm You find a rose And cut your finger on a thorn So go on and cry Ophelia It's the only thing to do sometimes You know I'm crying too Right there with you It's alright Ophelia Everybody cries Ophelia Even Naval Commanders and Marine Colonels.